Soli Deo Gloria

Yeah… Jenn…I am back. Lol

I pray that I will realize in all situations I am being conformed into the image of Christ. Even though it is painful I pray that by the power of the Holy Spirit I will endure. My Life is not my own, so how dare I get angry or impatient when things do not go my way. I am sorry Lord for being me centered and trying to find joy in my circumstances…. I pray that in everything I do the Gospel will reign supreme. My circumstances will never be able to comfort me, May I always sing your praises and have eyes to see beyond myself.

“pouring my heart out in Triune Praise”

 

Philippians 3:20-21

But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

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I am dealing with some heavy conviction right now, I am so thankful for it! I pray that through grace…repentance will follow.  I pray that I can cling to the cross, and not focus on myself and my feelings….on my own, I am disaster. I am nothing without the Truine God. May my eyes always be fixed on Christ who humbly gave His all to me.

boom

Man the Holy Spirit has been droppin bombs on my pride.  Wow! Thank you Jesus!

 I love my fam in Christ, Yall are awesome : )

my efforts are futile…

Gal 6:3  For if anyone thinks he is something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself.

 

 

Lord forgive me for striving for perfection outside of your will , when I know that You are the only one who is perfect. All my efforts are meaningless and a waste of time. In my own  pride and self worship , I have the audacity to get irritated  if something does not meet my so called standard of perfection. May I strive to pursue your excellence daily and examine the motives in everything I do. In my efforts to exalt myself, I kick Christ off the throne of my heart…

 

Rom 5:6  For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly.

Rom 5:7  For one will scarcely die for a righteous person–though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die–

Rom 5:8  but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

Rom 5:9  Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God.

Rom 5:10  For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life.

Rom 5:11  More than that, we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.

 

 

May I strive by grace in word, thought, and deed to exalt Christ in my life .He is Glorious!!! It is not about me.  I pray that I can leave myself behind… because I am nothing. “ I am not somebody” . Christ you are my Treasure and King. All honor and praise belongs to you.

 

Peace

 

nope not listening…

Man … my heart is a beast!!!! It twists things around, and like totally jacks stuff up. I am so tired of listening to it…. I pray that I will continue to die to my flesh daily. I am so thankful for the cross and for Christ who imputed His righteousness onto those who are His own.  I pray that I will pursue His excellence daily and joyfully.

                                                                                                                               

Jer 17:9  The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?

exposed…

Continual Praise to Christ who continually pleads on our behalf…

Expose the sin in my heart to me…bring it to the light. Reveal the pride in my heart …, the deep pride that I don’t even notice…rip it out of me.  Only by your grace, can I walk according to your word. May my hard heart be broken to only give you glory. I confess my pride…please forgive me for being me sighted, putting myself on the throne of my heart. For the self idolatry.  Again …expose the sin in me…In all my words, thoughts and deeds.   May I live, and breathe for you alone.

 

Reppin Christ 

weee…..

 

I am so thankful for my new family in Christ…I love em. They are all awesome, and I pray that all our relationships  stay pure , and I pray that we will honor Christ , and that by  grace we can  point each other towards the cross always…cuz its most definitely not about us at all.

That is all. ….

peace

 

“it is oil for my head”

It is truly a battle to die to myself…my flesh, my desires, my everything… 

Psa 141:5 Let a righteous man strike me–it is a kindness; let him rebuke me–it is oil for my head; let my head not refuse it. Yet my prayer is continually against their evil deeds.

I am so thankful for friends , who will tell you the truth when it hurts. Who care about Glorifying God and not saying what will make you feel better for a short period of time.  Those who truly love you will give you an answer looking through the lens of scripture.

Thanks Jen!!! I love you. lol

yay….

I now have girl scout cookies. …yay.

I am so doing a happy dance.

That is all. lol

I’m that snotty nosed kid….

Yesterday at work I  was testing a little one, and he was sneezing all over the place( it was pretty disgusting).  His nose was continually running and snot was going into his mouth . I was trying to be nonchalant about it, and  trying to disguise my facial expression( it was really hard).  At one point he sneezed and snot propelled out of his nose  and flew on the table, chair and  paper. And i was just disgusted , I wanted to get up and run…. That reminded me of a song . lol .

“I’m that snotty nosed kid who trips / my knees are cut/ but you never leave me down/ you lift and clean me up/ so I’m running back to the cross/ where you suffered wrath for my sin/ and I can’t fathom the cost/so when the enemy is condemning me / cuz I offended thee/ I remember that my penalty was paid/ so the judge ain’t mad / cuz he took out his anger on You /like You were His punching bag” ~ Timothy Brindle

My sin , my nature…It disgusts God. He cannot stand it, I deserve death , and eternal wrath for my sins. In our sins we are   that snotty nosed kid  and more… snot nosed, vomit covered,  overtaken in filth…the most disgusting  thing ever…Christ in all His beauty and grace , took on my sins , suffered the wrath of God that “would have taken an eternity to pour out on me”. Praise Him.

2Co 5:21 For He has made Him who knew no sin, to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him.  

Lord I pray that in everything I do , I will acknowledge you. I pray that you will smash my idols and give me the grace to walk according to your word in every aspect of my life.  

Peace